You are my Sunshine

I had a hard week this week. I felt very deflated when Monday, after two weeks of thinking I was pregnant, I find out I had a cyst and this week it ruptured. I cried literally off and on for 2 days.
I ask myself a lot, "Why did God give me this desire for another child? Why is this so hard? And why is it so easy for so many others?"
I had to really dig myself up out of a pit this week. By the time I got to the ledge I felt I didn't have strength to get up out of it. God gives me the strength, reminds me I am not alone, and that he is here to hold me while I cry, and that its okay to feel emotions and not pretend everything is okay when it's not.
I am so blessed to have my family, friends and most of all a Heavenly Father who is constantly by my side.
Bobby also has been my sunshine while these skies were grey, God gave me the perfect man for me. Held my hand and said "We will get through this." That's true love :)
So now what's next? Well we pray see where God is guiding us and make decisions from there.

To be or Not to be...

Pregnant that is...the hardest thing for me to do is get pregnant. These last couple years have been hard but we have decided to trust God in his timing. Well now to wait for a clear answer this month. The pressure is intense, but I know it will be handle by the best. Praying and hoping.

Please be praying with us!